I am 26 years old and have been dating with my boyfriend (27 years old) for 2 years. We always (only body touching and oral sex) have such kind of actions at his home but we do not really sex in the body. However, I always question myself if he was more serious and loved his ex-girlfriend (his first love) more as he had real sex with her once but not do that to me now. (I don't mean I want that much but just curious to know why). I asked him once before why he had real sex with his ex-girlfriend but not do that to me, he explained that he didn't want that happened again and he said he adores me and does not want that yet before marriage and afraid of pregnancy.