My relationship with my boy friend is very 'harmonious',
just like best friends and family members. We always gossip together,laughing
at or making jokes to others. I do not have to pretend in front of him.
Sounds good?? However, he doesn't feel interest in listening to my worriness
about my career, my feeling about our future etc. I am a typical girl
common sympthon of repeating
things, thus, he was bored with my words. With these 'swallow' conversations,
I don't think we have enough communication of the core values deep inside
our hearts. Is it a fatal mistake?
Sometimes, I just think
that we are very very best friends but not lovers. I always keep on
asking myself whether I love him or not. In fact, he is so comfortable
with the present relationship (me too, as long as I can let go all the
swetness between lovers). Is it love??
Thans for your
Best Wishes, Rita